Wokshop October with Sahara !!!!

This is my second workshop at KL Pac ,this time is Sahara !!! I love her dance style,energy and her shimmy.Wow~and i'm very exhausted after her saturday and sunday workshop.

We have learn Modern Lebanese style,Balady,Drum solo,Arabic Interpretation and Culture workshop.I learn a lot of things,also knew the different of turkish style and one of the words i learn and i love is we must make the performance SENSUAL not SEXUAL.

Thanks Sahara,i hope to see u next year !!!

Workshop at July with Poala

When july i have been when to KL with my teacher to take a workshop with Poala.That is my 1st workshop in my dance life,before i dance i don't know what is called workshop.After i dance i just knew it,learn a new thing.

At Poala workshop we have learn different thing,learn double veil,dance like jelly fish,learn about school fish,and some step use for opening dance n etc..Is a fun workshop,after our workshop we have a small hafla.

I have perform with my teacher - Belly Dance Fusion and i perform my solo - Modern Dance and Drum Solo.Pink,Teacher Emily,Lynna,Soo,Yoke Peng and Poala also perform that night,Poala perform Duncan dance that night,i love her so much.Although is a small hafla but we all very enjoy.Thank y'all.

Taiping Open Dance Championships 2010

19th Sept 2010 was my second intermediate solo competition at Taiping,that day morning i went by Grace'mom car.Thanks to them.They are nice person.

We 10am reached taiping,3pm like that only reached belly dance turn.Pheww..have to wait quite long time,after finish our turn we have to wait the result see got in final anot.So teacher and i back to hotel for rest and take bath a1st.

When we on the way back to competition place,Grace mom send a message for me she told me that i in final already,haha..it was a happy news for me.Can in till final i already felt very happy,i told myself that i will do my best tonight.

Who knows that event wrote 9pm is belly dance turn,sigh..we wait till 11++pm only reached.We all already exhausted,i no mood no energy and felt sleepy already.I slept at chair there,luckily got 1 uncle gave a me a bowl of dessert.Ouh..what a good timing,after i ate that dessert i felt very spirit and is time reached our final turn.Thank you uncle !

Finally is the time to medal presentation,it was a surprise night for me.I'm the last number they calling,YES! I did it,i get the champion that night.It was very very very happy,haha..thanks to my teacher and judges .Thank You,i promise i will work more more hard on my belly dance.Will learn more and take more workshop.

The whole day tired,waiting and exhausted is worth.Thank you teacher annie and thanks to mummy for rushing new costume for me before the competition^^Thank you !

2ND MODF at KL

28th aug 2010 This was my 1st time to have my intermediate solo competition at Kuala Lumpur,I have prepare it 2 months for the best show that day.Thanks to my teacher for do choreograph for me,thanks to mummy for sewing my costume and thanks to my dear for helping me to sew it too.I have spend a lot of times to done my costume.

We 26th evening start our journey,because my teacher just after worked.That day my best friend Lyann and a little girl who name kher ting she also got participant of MODF too,we three little kids follow teacher car go to KL .Hehe..we chit chat a lot unti we reach Kl, it is a sweet memories and happy journey for we all.

The next day(friday) Lyann was plan to bought her shoes when we still at Alor Star.So,we go to Mid Valley shopping..Woohoo~is exhausted but very enjoying,we bought mask..shoes..award for our teacher..some souvenir for our friends and family,lover..etc etc~Is a best day for lyann and me.We also need to thanks sharon for become our driver,lol...Felt sorry and Thanks a lot..she was a very nice person.

Ok,(Saturday 28th) that was my big day,we wake up 6am for bath and make up and ready for competition,teacher wake up early to prepare a delicious breakfast for we all.Thank you,it really taste good.
When we reach OCM..just can WOW..because last year just a few people to take participant,but this year have many people.It is challenging for my 1st time solo competition,hehe..just can say good luck to me^^

Begginer solo-50 persons
Intermediate-40 persons
Group - 10 groups

Sadly,i just fight until semi-final then kick out already,i cant in until final.It is very sad for me,but i really done my best.Just take a experience and make new friends from other place,and also learn a theory 'If something that let you easy to get it,it will easy to let you cant be more stronger and work hard for it,because you too easy to get it and you will think that you are most stronger,because no need work hard also can get it ' .

Hope next time i can be more more more stronger,i will work hard for my belly dance.Thanks god give me lost it this time,like that i can learn the lost and improve myself.Carol(me),you can do it^^

* Gosh *

It was bad thing happen to me when i woke up this morning, i go toilet brush my teeth and wash my face,after that i want have a pee~who know i heard 'pulup'(a sound like something was fall down in water)..i turn my head down to toilet bowl..i shout..OH My God,my gold bracelet was fall down in my toilet bowl..

I don't know what to do,so i go to find something to pick it up, i already use everything try to take it up.But unfortunately is it not easy as i think ,because my toilet bowl is too deep,is it not sitting toilet bowl,my house is squat toilet bowl..is hard to take it out.I have been try my best already,i felt very tired and exhausted,i decide to give up ..

So i just let it go,when i flush it..i felt very SAD,seems like the money thrown into the trash.It is gold,but now it become rubbish already,i miss my bracelet..i wear it already few years.That is my grandmother gave my mummy,then my mummy pass it to me..but i lose it,i'm very careless.So sad arh,for me today is a bad day.Sigh~

HAPPY~

It is very happy ...when we understand a theory.
That was not a wat BIG problem in my life, it is just a SMALL challenge for my life,when we know it and we let everything go~it is really happy,relaxed~

Before i understand this theory,everyday my mood was gradually down..and very unhappy,don't want talk too much with people~because i keep thinking of why they want like this??N just keep blame people..didn't think maybe i also got fault or even we MISUNDERSTAND..HUMAN are not PREFECT,don't think that you are perfect..all is other people fault !!!

When those people who know they have mistake,but cant reform..is nevermind,i accept your character..maybe is too difficult to let you change your character,so just got one way..i accept it..like that everything was settle..everyone also happy..

I got my own principle..that is
1:Be generous,learn to forgive people
2 :respect people
3 :Be myself,don't blame people
4 :treasure friends,everyone around me
5 :cannot Arrogance,be friendly n hardworking

I wont be 100% perfect people..but i will do my best to be more good,n successful n concentrate in my dance~ 人生有多少个十年 ..let patience be a enjoy...

BLANK !!!

最近发生了很多事，真不懂该怎么去面对好...被人说和被人不喜欢的滋味好难受，我懂人家说什么不需要去理会，因为嘴巴是长在他们的脸上，我们管不着~可是还是会痛苦..
人总是这样，真真假假..假假真真，让人傻傻分不清楚....戴着面具做人很不舒服可是也得戴啊，他人都戴了~你不戴就被人讲..戴了也会被人家讲...真矛盾 ！！！
我什么话都没说到，可是他人就以为我说了很多他的东西..到底是谁在说谁，别人不会懂..只有他最懂，人在做；天在看..神也是他，鬼也是他...搞不懂他到底想怎样，而且从他的长辈那里说了一句话，真的让我痛苦到今天，那时刻有点想放弃我的舞蹈，说到好像什么事都是我做出来的~
不懂他会像个VIRUS一样吗？？一个传染一个，久而久之全部人都不喜欢我..那时就水洗都不清，我看我还是必须装个ANTI-virus..防备比较安全 ！！那就是我要交多点朋友~人际方面广一点会比较安全~
谢凯菱加油吧!!!坚强点，从今天起..做好自己本分,努力跳好我的舞，不要再理会他了~为以后的路程努力最重要,人总会遇见一些绊脚石~甩开这些石头就可以了...痛苦，烦恼也该让它随着时间过去..